Sunday, March 29, 2009
By Taufiq Sunday, March 29, 2009 seriously what's with you. all i asked was really simple. why ? why did u make that decision out of a sudden. jux becoz i talk to girls and make them laugh doesnt mean my faith to you is play play one. when im serious, i dun kid around. im self-consious. i understand myself and i respect others. im not the happy-go-lucky idiot that kids around like a inmature brat. u judge me on 1st look based. which is really disappointing. i did nothing of the sort to disturb you emotionally. is trying so hard to accept ? i am utterly demoralized.why do you make it so hard to open up yourself to reality ? why do you think i am playing cover up? i tot u understood but u flee the base judgement of it. all are all these things even there.
im confused.depressed. i dunno what to do. lost in the shadows of lies that surround me. waiting for someone to rescue me from my bitter reality. a bitter reality full of lies, deception, decieve and misunderstanding. everytime i glance at you, i feel a wound opening up deep inside me. everytime i notice you, the scars that was, burns up into a hellish inferno of oblivion.
about
Taufiq.
Aged 16 going on 17
dunno wad more to describe myself with.
born on the 13th of october.
no comment on the way i live or love.
haha. no really.