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Saturday, January 16, 2010
i wonder shld i or not? By Taufiq Saturday, January 16, 2010 having to think about alot of things at once is... making me go bonkers. studies.curriculum.love.future. the list goes on. i find things that goes through my life seems really fast. they dun seem to care. yet its hard not to. im still wondering shld i be in love with _____? shld i take on the scholarship for nursing? shld i be going on for a diploma or take on something else? shld i stay with which group? ..................................................................................................... hais.why are my problems recurring back to me again? why is the past seems to feel like the present? why am i so confused. seems really chaotic. im just so damn confused.idk what to say. i need time.more time. but i cant help thinking. making another pact. it all ends here. face it or live it. I,D,G,A,S. Tuesday, January 12, 2010 fitnesse class tday! By Taufiq Tuesday, January 12, 2010 hmm. went to school like so enthu wan go for S&W class. tot today plae game. chitchat oni. released urly ! 0930 go makan at the library cafe. haha so nice :D 1000 was almost late for bio science class. lucky made it. sit wif my locker buddy jamie :) 2-3 hrs later, lunch. went around walking. bought my tabby dictionary. its enormous. $110 gone. uniform 3 weeks later woots ! no clothes for school woots ! haha! slow and steady. diffusion eh? hmm this to that. equilibrium ? (?.?) im gonna make a pact to myself. im gonna get fit. i mean really fit by MARCH. MAY latest. my motivation is simple: my devotion to _______. for you i will.hearts. Saturday, January 9, 2010 By Taufiq Saturday, January 09, 2010 hahah. woke up at 5. suprisingly wide awake! hehehe damn the ite pe shirt is like. small. went to school like normal. at tamp bus interchange saw lala and met up unintentionally. waited for cha-cha den gone school. cold morning. brought a unfortunately heavy bag filled with clothes that i thot i needed. wee...!! crapped about stuff den walk around the campus. met up wif dem all den went to the SAC. cheer after cheer after cheer. my voice now coarse. met great friends. cheered like crazy! hahahh!! wished kecik was wif me. anw. i kept pulling my shirt down coz its so small. damn alot of girls sitting behind me. hmmm. haha. lunched wif dem and went to CVC to register my name in den went home. ugh. sians. ITE GEREK. haha! Monday, January 4, 2010 By Taufiq Monday, January 04, 2010 1st day of my life in ITE. woke up at 7. still sleepy. and it rained... after coming out of the shower i was freezing cold. literally shaking. dressed up and my stomach made haste. ate pills and it went ok for the day. took 27 to tampines..fucking bus damn packed. jackass office worker! buy a car u stupid douche! stopped at the back of the ...err. tampines ave 4? den followed the ITE people to the bus terminal. funny how they knew their way around. walked and saw 31. JAMPACKED WITH ITE students. its like for every bus that went in that lane was all ite students. and the queue into the lane.. impossible to imagine. O.O shocked.bused down to the campus. saw my mates! so relieved. went into orientation. damnnn..i guess its like 300+ for nursing? haha hooray for class D! the book is as big as my clenched fist.. i tink it weighs more than it looks. haha! nursing uniform looks interesting. not in favour of the translucency of it.. geez. nid wear boxers. people there were great. jokers for the pleasure of it. i love being one :D haha! all the hunks and the babes. finding one to target ? heeee! went to CP buy laces for my own-customized shoe. looks great. cute la my shoe. anw. thats only day 1. Sunday, January 3, 2010 By Taufiq Sunday, January 03, 2010 hmm.. changes i need to make. -wake up from my dream. face the real world. -understand the other side. still clueless. - update my blog often. - see what '10 bring to me. '09 for me is damn messed up. the course of my year. i seriously dunno what more to say. currently not sociable atm. i can never be angry. i can only express true anger. i must learn the ways of the other side to understand why. i can never decipher what my heart tells me. its all messed up. time to straighten things. i am wondering why certain things happen to me. i cant make up my mind.
By Taufiq Sunday, January 03, 2010 2010. Saturday, November 7, 2009 By Taufiq Saturday, November 07, 2009 started to work and so on.... wasting my hols working. exhausted, stressed, sickly feeling. i hate to go to work yet i dun mind working at coffee bean. just cant take the slams. today i was supposed to have EB class. apparently cancelled for some fucking reason. there she was. standing there. she slipped from my fingers. my mouth jammed. i let to waste the opportunity. hopefully the next class i will ask her. i guess im being too emotional for these things. but when its serious. it reallly is. im coughing like i smoked 20 years already.. goddd... too much ice-blend. i tink i prefer a caramel latte. i am so fucking pissed at myself. how could i let the opportunity slip away. maybe she was not meant to be ? who noes. my mind is always going thru 2 things. i cannot. CANNOT concentrate with it buzzing around me. i need some RnR. Thursday, October 22, 2009 By Taufiq Thursday, October 22, 2009 day duno what of my hols. still looking for a job. seems harder than it looks. it seems i got thru ok by that confessional conference. my mind is at ease at last. at least im still single. duno if im gonna slack or just work. kinda lazy u noe. still feeling down thou. feels moody at times. da la tu je.. feeling frust and mendak at the same time. wat to do. Tuesday, October 6, 2009 By Taufiq Tuesday, October 06, 2009 feels like after N lvls i might just forget about everything. it always seems like nobody cares. like this blog. im in a goddamn miserable state. still pondering about the meaning of a true friend. seem like i dun have any. they all look like masked strangers accompanying me in this 4 years, i everything changes. i noe i didnt. the same ol' me. its kinda sad thinking about it. watching people transform into a matured state makes me think the world is just as it is. just like the corporate world. i wonder. why am i writing this now? whatever. its either your in or your out.
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- 16 gb sandisk pro duo mcard
- lots and lots of friends
- Hunger Strike
- left and right.
- More shoes (:
- Nid more clothing i guess ?
- Crumpler bag. small one wuld do.
- Striking body May 2010!
- ITE!
- Polyyyyyyy!!!!!!!
- Bachelor Degree!
- Find <3
- be with my loving ones.
- go out wif friends more.
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